Hello there! I hope you are doing well this start of April. For me, let me have my coffee to focus then we can discuss the situation at hand! LOL
We had (or at least I had) a VERY intense Mercury Retrograde last month. I had to do things that were warned about doing in Mercury Retrograde such as signing contracts. I had to purchase a vehicle, by loan. My poor Chevy Lumina took a turn for the worse last month. We had a bad snow storm that made the roads slippery. I slid & hit a curb in town which caused us to have a flat tire. Had to get a tow truck to take us home. Sadly the towing did something to the car struts & a few other things, which caused the car to basically say “you know what I am done.” I don’t blame the towing company not their fault. The car was very rusted underneath, the radiator had a hole in it as did the engine where the oil goes as we found out later. Would have cost us $1400 to get things fixed. We figured we would just go ahead and use that money for a down payment of a car. Got a Nissan Versa Sedan. I am very thankful for it too. Plus a few sites weren’t working, my payments were delayed, had to tell my creditors I was having issues, things like that. It just seemed like even though a huge change happened with having to get a car, lil things here and there just made me want to pull my damn hair out! I am glad this retrograde is over & we can work on getting back to our lives.
Back on the 28th, I was thinking of trying a more fun & uplifting deck. One that some in the tarot community may shun over because it is “too fluffy” or doesn’t have that “realness” appeal to it. Which was the Crystal Unicorn. I have been feeling very drawn to them lately, and mermaids which are on my Amazon Wishlist, so I thought for the month of April I would use the Crystal Unicorn Tarot along with Unicorn Oracle cards because I feel we need that magical energy this month. Then a chat with a client last night, made me think of a few things here…
She wanted to know what to do with her life. Her life’s purpose. I always say do what brings you joy. Even if it is painting or drawing stick figures, do what makes you happy. I can give you a few options, but I always say choose what brings you joy. Brings magic into your life. When I told her what I was picking up, which was either teaching or being environmentalist, she immediately said she needed a education. Not with being an environmentalist I told her. She could start a cleanup with her community and go from there. Then she mentioned she was too old. Too old??? It seemed to me that she was fighting with the common nemesis we all have…EGO! Making excuses as to why you can’t do something instead of just saying “Fuck it I am doing it!” “Fuck it I am being WHO & WHAT I am!” Many allow what others say to affect them so much that they live in that mindset that they can’t do this or do that. Then Ego comes in and reminds them of this “fact”.
So for the month of April, I asked my Unicorn Oracle what should be the theme or message you want to relay for this month. What do we need to know. Ironically, this was the card I got:
Now how crazy is that? I think many of us are living in fear. What is it that you fear? What is it that you worry about the most & why? When will you do what makes you happy instead of doing what makes others happy? Delegate responsibilities if you have to. Know your worth. Stop listening to the negative talk from the Ego & take charge. Sure you can acknowledge the Ego, yes I understand you worry about what I am doing, but I am doing it. I am trying. Let me have my moment and see where it leads.
So…what is your possibility?
Blessings to you & yours!