What if…

What if…
The energies of this world make the soul crave the way things were in a previous life?
To be the old gender…
To be the old race…
To be on the old path…
To be in the old country…
What if…
There are really those that don’t feel that they fit into the life they were put in?
They were put in a life, in a body, in a race, in a path, in a country, in order to try to change our view to accept all no matter the gender, the race, the path, the country…to be as one? As a whole? Instead of being divided?
And it is all treated as a “mental illness”?
What if this is God/dess, Universe, Creator, Divine’s way of waking up humanity or at least trying to?
That we must love each other. Help each other. Embrace each other…
What if?

Adjusting the Sails to Where I Want to Be

There are some truths in life that we may not want to admit to. Pride may come in, with a hint of Ego, to tell you that you should proceed one way over the other. We listen to the Pride/Ego mix until we are faced with our actions first hand.

But this is how we learn.

This is how we grow.

I am working on adjusting the sails to where I want to be in life. It isn’t easy. I feel like I am in a laboratory trying to figure out the complex formula of my life. Mixing…taking things out…leaving things in…adding new ideas…removing bad ones…just trying to find the right balance for me to achieve my goals and dreams.

It is hard at times to decipher how we should proceed in life. Trial and error always seem to rule.

Today I have made that realization. I need to find the right mix with the right consistency in order for my life to flourish in the ways I see. I see myself living in a beautiful home, new vehicle, a huge yard for my son to play in, near a beach.

I need water!

I miss being near the ocean. When I was younger lived in Gulfport, MS, oh how I loved the beach. The waves. The smell. Yes I loved the smell back then. Sometimes I think to myself I would sell my soul just to feel the waves crashing, the sand to stick to my feet, the salty air to hit my face. But I wouldn’t go THAT far for what I desire no matter how great of a need I seek.

I can get there…I will get there. I will have my dream home. My dream car. My dream beach. I am just adjusting my sails in hopes that I will get there sooner than later.

I also want to be a hope for others who are doing what they love. Making their passion a reality. That yes, you too, can achieve your dreams. Just have to go slow, adjust accordingly, and allow life to take you for the ride. 😉

Good Luck to you!

Brandy 🙂