Having the “Downs”

I have been not feeling up to task lately. I am wanting to work on my business more, work on getting myself out there more, but things haven’t been going the way I had hoped. All predictions for Aquarius this month made me feel eager, ready to go, positive, but it is hard when you others just either don’t understand or just forget. So I have had to rethink this again.

What are my goals?
Can I make them?
Do I start from scratch AGAIN or just pick up where I left off?
How to get others in my life to understand?

Challenges & challenging.
I am the type of person that goes through stages when dealing with others.
Asking, pleading, nagging, then the angry woman. Why do I always have to go to the angry woman to get the point across & even so it lasts for like a day or 2?

So as I was thinking about this all yesterday, I have decided on a few things.
No matter what, no one here listens. I am talking to deaf ears, broken oath givers, & selfish egos.
I am on my own, so be on my own. Do my own thang & screw the consequences.
One site I will start from scratch, the rest I am keeping things how they are.
Keeping a business journal for each site I am using. Won’t be easy to remember, but I am going to do my best.
I want to be active on blogging & social media. I am going to try to work on that in November. Card of the day & so forth. Honestly, I just didn’t have it in me as I felt defeated.

I am going to try to rise from the ashes, create a personal affirmation for me for the day, & try to move forth with a smile on my fucking face. Even though I feel I want to just crawl under a rock & stay there till the end of days. Like I said, I haven’t been feeling the best.

I cut off much communication from my guides. I hear them, I just needed my own way to think things through first. Aquarius loves independence & working on their own problems. We hardly ever ask for help or take the help received.

Most of all…I miss how I was. How I used to be. I wonder what happened to her at times? Where did she go? I am doing my best to find her again & bring her back to life. There are things I have done, that a person with lack of confidence wouldn’t have done & I used to be that girl. It just seems the past 3 years it just gets more & more like I have lost her. I keep pulling the Queen of Wands & damn it I need to get back to that firey flame. I have even thought about dyeing my hair a vibrant red just to re-enforce this.

Time will tell…

It’s been a while…

It has been a while & I have no excuses.

Other than weird things have been happening & I found myself in a downward spiral of chaotic situations.  I have been doing readings. I have been working on a few things here & there. Mostly, I have been trying to figure out what to do with my business honestly. I hit a serious plateau where nothing was moving overall. Life in general had me at a stalemate. It happens.

Plus I have been having new clients coming to me, overly obsessed with their situation, that they are upset that what not just one psychic told them but many. They are getting different answers to their questions. Well why are you asking again? Why are you so obsessed? Why are you thinking so fear-based & negative? In many cases I have had XV The Devil show his presence which is obsession. Being bound to something even though you have the means to release. The chains are loose, but they continue to be plagued with their obsession.

If this is you or you know someone like this, this is what has to happen:
Ask your question.
Get your answer.
Let go & allow Divine timing.
Can’t let go? Breath in & out deeply 3 times while saying, “I trust the Universe. I let go what I am holding onto.”
Say it as many times as you need to. Even if it was just a minute ago. Until you feel calm. Let it go. Eventually things will go your way or not. Depending on how much negative, fear based thought you gave the situation.

This is something we are not taught to do. It is something we must do. It is something I have learned on my own hiatus that I needed to do. You can’t control others or the actions. You just have to let go & put the faith out there that things will be better for you.

I will be coming back to the main scene. I will try to blog once a week. I am working on creating a business plan for myself. I have taken a bunch of free workshops, but nothing seems to progress for me doing what is recommended. So I am creating my own plan. It seems that their standards & mine don’t combine well. LOL So I am doing my own thang.

I am planning on November’s sales & yes I will be doing a Black Friday sale. I will also be offering some free minutes to my Keen clients too.

Details later…

New Schedule

So I am regrettably having to change my schedule. This is due in part of having a very rambunctious almost 2 year old that I watch during the day. Can’t really concentrate on tarot readings while he is running the show. LOL I am going to be on Fortunica majority of the time, so that won’t change. Plus answer questions as fast as I can there when I get a moment. As far as doing web chat tarot readings for Keen, Zodiac Psychics, & Pisces Psychics, I am changing the hours for it. I am hoping to be able to stay available later than what is listed, but I can’t make any guarantees. Mostly due to my young son.

New Schedule:
Fri-Tues: 5PM-9PM MST (or later)
Wed-Thurs: 12PM-9PM MST (or later)

I am hoping these new hours will be beneficial. There will be some days where I can’t do any readings or that I am running errands and won’t be on till a certain time, but keep an eye on my twitter account in case I remember to post a update on that. LMAO! I know I can be forgetful at times. 😉

These hours are starting today.

Have a good day and week!

Holding Spiritual Teachers, and Yourself, Accountable

As I sit here, wading through the disgruntled voices of being “duped” by a spiritual teacher, I wondered a bit about my own feeling about holding spiritual teachers accountable for their actions. Yes I am talking about the headline in the new age spiritual community of Doreen Virtue. And yes many of you are going on saying “I told ya so” including my own intuition.

When I first came across her, deep down I felt a fishiness from her. That something was off, but hey, I liked her decks. I connected with the majority of them. I connect with the deck, not the creator. Besides all the time and energy I infused in them, yes I still use them at times.

Then I was interested in her courses. Even though, deep down, that damn intuition of mine was screaming from a megaphone, I ignored it. I bought a few of her courses. I confused ego with intuition. I thought it was my ego yelling at me to not do this. After all she would talk about not feeding the ego. Even though the dialect was different, I assumed it was my ego. The negative talk. I was blinded by trying to shut what I thought was ego up. Going with my “highest good”. I never questioned it, even though I should have.  I really should have.

So she changed her path. Fine good for her. She is finding what works for her.  Doing my own research. Watching her videos, even the one that was deleted, has my intuition screaming at full force saying “TOLD YOU SO”! She is downplaying those who are being negative as having “lower vibration energy” and basically talking from the ego standpoint. I will probably be accused of doing such a thing. I am here to say, umm no. I am talking from looking at it objectively and what I have seen. Plus my intuition is being a bitch to me.

Many people have posted up some screen shots of their ordeals. Screenshots seem to be valuable in dealing with Doreen Virtue as things are quickly deleted in groups. There are those who are questioning her methods of how much money really is going to the sanctuary and now since she is getting rid of it, saying she can’t afford it anymore, things aren’t adding up. Also hateful notes along with reimbursement sent to those who are demanding a refund for her courses since her “transition”.  They want to hold her accountable, which yes I agree. If I were to ask for a refund it would be for the courses I took. But I am not asking for a refund. So why not?

Because I should have listened to my intuition. It was MY fault that I ignored my own higher self. It was my fault that I followed a spiritual teacher, blindly, ignoring the signs that something was off. It was my fault for not listening to myself. It is a lesson, I need to learn. I confused ego energy with intuition. I am not speaking from lower energies. I am speaking my truth. The truth I have seen, the truth I have heard, the truth I feel.

This is why if you feel a nudge not to do something, don’t do it.

If you feel the nudge to do something, then do it.

It is important to listen to your higher self.

Mercury Goes Direct Today! YAY!

I am so damn happy that Mercury is going direct today. Normally Mercury Retrograde doesn’t really affect me that much, but this time HOLY COW! Sites I have been on have been crashing, communication blocks on all levels, the feeling of being down emotionally. I think since the Full Moon will be in Pisces, I will have an emotional breakdown of just being joyful that I survived this monster of a retrograde.

My energy during this time has been so down and low. No matter how positive I tried to hold on, I was latching as hard as I could and still slipping off the ledge. Even my phone was acting strange with huge amounts of battery consumption unknown of the source. Maybe it was me…trying to drain everything in my path?

Plus the solar eclipse didn’t help either.

I am just glad this is all over. Mercury is going direct and I can finally breath after suffocating. I hope things are going well for you as well!

The Doreen Virtue Saga

Like the title? Well it seems that there are many who are upset with her and there are those who are embracing her. The Doreen Virtue Saga is about her changing her own religious views and path that she feels fits her life now. Which is fine. Go with it. Ya know.

However some are pissed off at her. Apparently there was a video, now deleted, that was posted that was more harsh into the work she did in the past that she regrets doing. Now I didn’t see this video so I can’t really go with what was said there, however, I can go with what I am feeling.

I understand both sides of this issue, and honestly this wasn’t handled right by her or Hayhouse. It left many confused and I understand that. It was just poorly announced and left many unanswered questions and answers. I did listen to Radleigh Valentine’s radio show titled “Can we all just get along” that had Doreen as a guest. It was to answer all the questions and they did. Many answers I knew from a long time ago anyway. She even answered the rough questions as well. She slapped her name on the tarot decks with Radleigh to help him start off his career. Which, and I agree with her, she really didn’t need to do that as he could have done it on his own. I love Radleigh and his energy is contagious. I wish he could be on every damn day as he brightens mine. He really seems like a very sincere, kind person. Anyhoot, listening to her and him talk was needed. If you believe what was said or not, that is for you and your path and journey.

Me? I did leave Doreen’s page on Facebook and I have yet to do so on Instagram (call it laziness). Not because of her, but of her path. I am not interested in the path she has taken. I respect her choice, but she isn’t in line with what I feel is right for me. Nothing personal and I wish her the best. However, I still employ some of her past teachings into my life because I believe in them myself. Angels and faeries being those teachings. I still use a few of her decks. There are some I bond well with and some I don’t. Ascended Masters is one of those decks I don’t bond with, which she has since stated she is wanting to redo. Sure it may be more “Christian” like and that is OK. I am not going to run out to get it though. I think I don’t bond with it because her purest heart wasn’t into it. I get that way with some decks if the creator just isn’t all for it and it can be felt at times. I still try to work with it from time to time to try to input my own energy in it, like I try with other decks I am not connecting to, but some just don’t click with me. Even though her heart wasn’t into the tarot decks, I still bonded with them because of Radleigh. He has put his heart and soul into them and I knew from the beginning that it was HIS creation not hers. Her name was just put on them to help him achieve success, which was later admitted on the radio show.

Both have stated on the radio show that the certificates that was received from the courses are still valid. They still hold true, even if the path has changed. So if you are wondering about that, it was confirmed.

I honestly feel that many were hurt, felt betrayed, felt used by the bombshell she laid to all and I understand that and can feel that as well. I feel that this was poorly handled as well which led to the confusion, betrayal feelings. But this is a lesson we must all understand. In a blink of a eye, a path can change for someone. Someone may feel they need to change their ways instantly. Even you. Even me. Don’t follow blindly. Know that at any given moment someone can change. Even so, there could be a hint of truth their past, present, and future path may bestow upon all of us. If you still believe in the past teachings or even part of them then so be it. Follow those if they fit how you feel. I believe no path is wrong and will lead all to the right way. Just as long as you aren’t harming others. 😉 Got to throw that tidbit in there.

I will continue to use some of her teachings, not all, that she gave. I will continue to use the decks that I feel a connection with. It will just be how I roll. Some felt she was fake, which I felt that in some points as well, but some points made sense to me. So it is all good. To Doreen, even though I doubt this will be read by her, I wish you the best. Sorry I can’t follow this journey with you, but I know you are following your own truth. Good luck to you!

And good luck to all. May you be blessed! 🙂

Wisdom of the Day for 09/01/17

Wisdom of the Day:
XVI The Tower
Chrysalis Tarot

You may be clinging onto an idea that isn’t for your best interest. You are being asked to deconstruct this idea and rebuild. Where is it not growing? Where do you see the issue that is making your goal unattainable?

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Wisdom of the Day for 08/29/17

Wisdom of the Day:
5 of Water
3 of Water (jumper)
Good Tarot

Life is full of ebb and flow. You may be sad or feeling grief at this time. Not seeing the light around you. Celebrate yourself today. Talk to your close friends or family about what troubles you. Allow them to help you and celebrate the joy knowing when you are down, you have others by your side.

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Wisdom of the Day for 08/28/17

Wisdom of the Day:
17 Heal
Psychic Tarot for the Heart Oracle Deck

Forgive others so the chains can be broken and you can heal. Have hope that things will improve. Be optimistic about you and your relationships.

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