2017: The Year We Got Rick Rolled

What a lovely title of a blog?

Let me explain this as well.

Yesterday, I was watching Radleigh Valentine do his “Radscopes” for the year. If you want to watch that on youtube click *HERE*. It is a yearly forecast for each of the signs. He mentioned that the energy for 2017 was weird. And it got me thinking that yes it really was a weird year. The negative that came forth became positive in many ways. People were being brought out of who they really are underneath. It was a year of the truth of some people being revealed that was very hidden. The year also questioned our own beliefs in others, but also ourselves. We were challenged over who we looked up to as well.

But this didn’t hit me until…

My boyfriend, Dee, & I went to his mom’s house for her birthday yesterday. Yep she was born on December 31. On our way home, we were listening to the radio & “Never Gonna Give You Up” by Rick Astley was on. Dee laughed & said that it describes how 2017 was. I said, “What that we got Rick rolled?”

Which was true for us. Not only with what has happened in the media & the spiritual community, but also with us personally.

I had been struggling on how to price my services on phone sites & I should have just followed my original plan, but I didn’t. I allowed what others were telling me to cloud my better judgement & view. We all want to make money. We need money to buy the things we need in our lives (a roof over our head, food, transportation), but I made it be a desperation instead of just letting go & allowing the universe to provide. I didn’t take my own advice that I shell out to my clients. I rick rolled myself. I am in desperate need of a new vehicle now as my current one is rapidly deteriorating. So that is on my agenda. To make my dream car a reality.  Plus people coming out of the woodwork from my past. People that were toxic in my life that I cut out. They found me. I am just letting them go. Many are just too damn negative & I do not want nor need that kind of energy. Plus we don’t connect how we used to. I’ve changed a lot in my opinion.

Dee found out in December that the company he worked for at a call center, is ending it’s operations there & will be moving them overseas. So he lost his job with that company, but the main company that had the contract is allowing him to stay with same pay, just different hours & weird days off. He is hoping that it gets changed to something better. So he too got rick rolled.

Plus little odds & ends here & there that tallied up to the same theme.

I did my own little “Radscope” for 2018 using Healing with the Fairies oracle & Fairy Tarot. Let me say this before you come at me. Yes I know about the Doreen Virtue saga. No I don’t support what she has done, but she has free will even if it can be seen through. I believe the cards she created isn’t with her own energy, but you input your energy into them & they speak. My two cents. So looking at my cards, I am getting my theme for 2018 is authenticity. Being me. Who I am. Letting go what doesn’t serve me. Resting. Self care. These are the highlights that I know I need to do. I am also wanting to use more colorful decks as well. More whimsical. So you will see a lot of that from me as well. I want to color the world bright. If that makes sense.

So…how do you think this year will be?

Tonight we have a date with our friends on a full moon no less.

Let the games begin! 🙂

A Day of Epiphanies

I am calling Wednesday the Day of Epiphanies. This blog entry may be helpful to you as well.

Epiphany #1
I am in a few tarot groups. Through I don’t really participate in them as I am a lurker as they say, but dealing with my son kinda puts a damper on a few things, I am very intrigued by posts made in them. One was about your birth cards. Mine are X The Wheel & I The Magician. Another person took it a step further & said she adds her sun sign card into the mix. When I do that I get IX The Hermit. That card sums me up perfectly as I am a hermit in many ways. I love solitude. I love being alone. People drain me to beyond capacity. Especially those who aren’t real inside & real on the outside. Which leads me to the next epiphany.

Epiphany #2
I took advantage of a free e-book from Hay House from Kyle Gray, “Raise Your Vibration: 111 Practices to Increase Your Spiritual Connection” & a lot of things just clicked for me. The people I surround myself with. Who understand me & doesn’t. Who respects my boundaries & who doesn’t. My vibe attracts my tribe & my vibe attracts others to me. Which lead to another epiphany. Since having my son, people have came out from my past to get back into my life. Some give me great courage, others though give me nothing but discomforting energies. I notice when they come forth in my life. The ones that have been great are when I am feeling great about myself & my life. The ones that have giving me doubts are those who came forth in my life when I was down or felt depressed longer than I should have. The latter have been those who talk bad about someone & yet sugar coat with kindness to the person they are bad mouthing. Well..what could they be saying about me? Then there are those where I will say I am not on messenger for example & am needing my space & are sending me messages every few days. I said I am not on messenger for a few days, leave me alone please, & they don’t respect my boundaries. Then there are those who are always in the negative. Always being down. Always depressed. Which drains me in the process. Then there are those who have toilet humor & I am beyond that type of mentality. I just don’t care for crude jokes. Call me a prude, but it does nothing for me. I don’t even watch TV. Then there are those who have 2 or all of these behaviors.  So this has been an indication to me that I need to do some cleaning on my friends list & block. I need to vibrate higher. Yes they will definitely be talking bad about me, but I don’t care. I am being selfish & doing this for me. To raise myself higher with those that respect my boundaries & truly understand me. I am not who I was long ago, I am extremely different.

Epiphany #3
So I was doing some personal readings about 2018. I forgot about the year cards that were for 2017. My year tarot cards were XV The Devil & VI The Lovers. Lucky me. I didn’t know really the beginning of the year of 2017 what they would really mean, but now I do & the year is almost over. Do I choose to be bound or choose to be free? I chose to be bound majority of the year & that was due to my own making. I admit it. I was bound my materialism & unable to make choices for my business. I was engulfed with the energy exchange principle. How much should I charge? Am I charging right? Should I do the average of what others are charging? Am I aligned with spirit if I charge this amount or this amount? I was struggling. I had to break free from that talk. Go with what felt right to charge & make sure it fit what I needed to make PLUS fit me spiritually. Average seemed key here & worked. Plus I was hiding my true self. I need for her to come forth & be alive again.

My cards for 2018 are XVI The Tower & VII The Chariot. No matter how much it collapses in front of me, I need to take the reigns, have determination & confidence within myself to make things work. So here I come 2018.

Conclusion:
Things are coming forth in my life. I am realizing a lot. I am learning a lot. I am embracing a lot. I am a continuous project that needs fine tuning. I will get there. I also hope that this advice helps some of you as well.

 

Cleaning Out the Cobwebs

I have been feeling stuck in a rut for a long ass time. I have been wanting to know how to get out of this rut. I feel lost mostly. That I am not moving forward or behind. The 2 of Swords kind of feeling. Stuck in a limbo of existence. Unknown which way to move that would help me move forward. My life isn’t as magical as it used to be. I feel like I have hit a brick wall. I knew I needed some change. I need a new outlook on life. I need to declutter myself too. I have felt this way for years so it isn’t with the birth of my son. This is just a dwindling feeling of being stuck. The path is just unclear for me to move on.

I have been trying to see the bright side of life. To try to appreciate the joys, even small, instead of focusing on the negative. It has helped some, but there really hasn’t been a huge change. I decided to try to read up on ways to improve my life. Ways to help me see & clean up what feels stagnant energy. I want to be my authentic, free spirit self, but also have fear of being that way. I never used to feel this way before. It has been almost 3 years since I have felt so unlike “me”. I feel caged in. Helpless. Confused. I try different things, different ways. Where did the person go that I was like 3 years ago? Why did my confidence deplete?

I have been getting some guidance sent to me in form of messages that I am going to be working on implementing.
First one is being a vegetarian. There are some reasons why I have felt compelled to do this. Meat has been making me sick as of late. It doesn’t have the satisfying taste as it used to. Plus I have been wondering if I am absorbing the energies from the meat as it does make me feel sad at times or I feel full of anxiety. I have become really sensitive to things. It is hard to be a vegetarian when your partner is a meat eater. I am slowly transitioning to this lifestyle as I can.

Second, I am just letting go of those that are toxic. I’m just tired. I don’t care for gossip. I don’t care for toilet humor. I don’t care for making fun of others. I need those in my life that I can have a deep connection with. I blame myself because I just don’t want to reach out to anyone either. It is like the human race just has no empathy or emotion. They are only interested in themselves or what they get out of the deal instead of caring for others as a whole. We have went from a WE complex to a ME complex. I have just felt a huge disconnection with people. Let them fall off of my life & the ones that want to stay can stay. Engage my senses. Look at the deeper meanings of what life gives you. Explore your mind more. In some ways I feel like I have become a prude, in others I feel like I have grown. I’m just tired of not feeling fulfilled. In all honesty, I want to cut everyone off. EVERYONE. Well except my small family. Majority of the time I am rolling my eyes at people, at links shared, at gossip, at basically everything. Why can’t we just be appreciative of the simple things we have in life? Who cares what the Joneses are doing? Blah!

Last, working on me. That in itself is a challenge on its own. Especially when I am lost & don’t know which direction I should head to. I feel empty mostly. I feel as though I have no one to really talk to. I know there are those that say “Well you can come to me?” But no. I have changed too much for them to understand. Some have come back into my life that have been missing for so many years and the only reason they came back to me is when they found out I had a baby. I swear you have a baby & people show up out of no where! Family, ex friends, even ex lovers! I don’t know WHY they come back. I have those that just stalk my shit constantly. Am I that hard to just get rid of?  Want to know what Brandy is up to today? LMAO! I’m interesting I guess. Which makes me really wonder if I do embody the Queen of Wands. I see her as someone who has a magnetic personality, confident, bold, with the hint of magic & a mysterious soul. Maybe that is it. So I keep the real me inside. Locked up. Caged. Swallowed the key. I only write in my journal when I feel I need to. Now I know I probably pissed a bunch of people off & I am cool with that. Speaking the truth here. I have become so damn blunt with what I say anymore I just don’t care. People want me to be authentic, well here ya go. LMAO!

My main goal is to create a magical life for myself. To live my authentic me. To go back to how I used to be in a sense that I just let go of things & became a free spirit. So far it is a slow process, but it is something I am working on. A change from within. Which I also blame why I have distant myself from others too. I need me. I can’t block all completely, sadly, as that is what I want to do. To turn off the outside so I can work on the inside, but I don’t know how long that will take me & some I have to keep tabs on.

So this is what I am working on right now. Step by step. Little by little.

A Visit from Archangel Azrael

Last week I did a challenge in a group I am in about becoming more confident in attaining money doing what you love in the spiritual work community. There was a meditation where we were to access our ancestors to help heal the poverty mindset that happens at times. In the meditation there was a huge tree that represented my family, my ancestors. It was very powerful & made me cry as well. During this meditation Archangel Azrael came forth to me, wrapped his arms around me to comfort me during this process. To help heal the grief that was there during this meditation. This was the first time I felt his presence & seen him. Black robe, but white wings, older gentleman face, white hair, tan like skin. He was very comforting. It was an experience I will not forget.

I feel he looked this way for me to recognize who he was. I feel his form is really a bit different than I gave a description for, but that is how he appeared to me.

I never felt so alive & better till that incident with him. Definitely calling upon him for matters of Ancestor work to help heal the grieving.

Weekly Reading for 11/20/17 to 11/26/17

Honoring Your True Feelings

Healing with the Fairies

Your feelings are validated. It’s important for you to express them to others at this time so they know how you feel. If you can’t tell someone your feelings then they are not meant to be a part of your life.

Do what makes you happy. Live a life that would make you smile. Sure help others if you can as well, but don’t forget yourself.

Have a blessed week!

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Weekly Reading for 11/13/17 to 11/19/17

14 Truth be Told
Wisdom of the Oracle

It’s important to be true to who you are. Be authentic to attract those who want to be in your life, aka your tribe.
Get out of denial about the situation you are debating and notice the facts and signs.

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Charging a Tarot or Oracle Deck for an Intended Purpose

So yesterday I was thinking about crystals & their charged purpose. Why can’t we do that with tarot & oracle decks? Sure some of us have only 1 deck, but there are others out there that have a multitude of decks who are, in a sense, junkies. 😉 Me included in that list.

I’ve learned some of my decks prefer to be served for 1 purpose only. Others don’t care as long as they are getting in on the action. So I started thinking, since we can charge crystals for various purposes of a job, why not do the same with a deck?

So I did a test run with my Crystal Visions deck. It seems to enjoy doing love & relationship readings more. It will do other readings, but it loves working with relationships. So I cleared my deck of its energy, rearranged the cards to how they were when I got the deck. Put my own intentions & thoughts into the deck & shuffled it completely. So now it is just for Love & Relationships.

So I am going to be working on doing this with my other decks. Shadow work, career, life path, ancestor work, & so forth.

I thought this could be an idea for someone else to try out to see if it works out for them too.

Tarot Card of the Day: 11/06/17

Tarot Card of the Day:
3 of Cups
Crystal Visions Tarot

Friendships are important today. Coming together with a common goal. Celebrate achievements that have come forward. Share the joy with friends.

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Weekly Reading for 11/06/17 to 11/12/17

Weekly Reading for 11/06/17 to 11/12/17I’m using Crystal Visions Tarot.

Energies: Ace of Swords
Truth shall be coming out which will help bring clarity to certain situations in your life. Just know the truth can be brutal and blunt.

Challenge: 9 of Swords
Feeling doubtful or negative about everything that had transpired so far. Wanting to stay in your comfort zone.

Advice: King of Wands
Take charge of your situation. Don’t sit around waiting for things to change. Grab life by the horns and take charge. Be a leader. Listen to the truth and gain true clarity to take the lead.

Card of the Day: 10/31/17

Card of the Day: 10/31/17
Interesting combo.
Skull of Flowers
Halloween Oracle
IX The Hermit
The Halloween Tarot
Rise up like the Phoenix and start again fresh. After research and experimenting, I can finally find the way that is right for me.

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